This day, about three o'clock, whilst a large com-
pany of us were dining
sumptuously, and drinking
wine in the parlour, among whom were James Ab-
bott, Sparkman, and Lawyer Roe, from
Detroit, the
awful language of
mortality was inscribed in the kit-
chen, by the decease of a poor,
emaciated Paunee
slave, who had been
declining some time. Our be-
loved friend, Joseph
Moore, attended him, in his
last moments, travailing with
him, in Christian sym-
pathy, I trust to the staying of his mind, in the
so-
lemn period. Some others, to my astonishment,
treated it with as
much indifference, as if only a
caterpillar had been bruised. After dinner,
I retired
about thirty perches into a garden, where the loud
peals of
laughter, which could easily have been heard
half a mile, were truly
distressing. I mentioned the
solemn subject to one of the British officers,
who
replied, "One of my brother officers, whom I loved
dear as my life,
was departing lately; I went to him,
and bid him farewell; poor fellow, God
help you:
and returned to drink wine." A few boards being
nailed
together, about sun-set the same day, the
corpse was put in, and attended to
the grave, on
the river bank, by about sixty persons, including
Indians
and Negroes, where Joseph Moore preached
his funeral sermon; and there was an end of poor
Toby's pilgrimage.
A day of close inward exercise, on
discover-
ing in several of our company, an eye watching for
evil, and
seeking occasion to vilify and reproach us:
and thereby, to undervalue, and
lay waste our tes-
timony, to the requisite purity of the gospel —
and
if possible, to render us as abandoned as themselves.